Happy 2020!! I don’t think I’ve ever been more ready for a new year in my life. I needed a new start. And although I know I can create a new start any time of the year, 2020 seemed like a perfect opportunity. It’s a new decade, a new year - the perfect opportunity to [...]

Romans 8:18

“I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us.” Romans 8:18 This verse has meant more than the world to me since my sophomore year in high school; it’s my verse. Every season I go through, though, this verse has a different meaning to me. [...]


It’s been almost a year since my last super vulnerable blog post so I felt like maybe it was time to open up again. This post may be a mess, but bear with me.  Trigger warning: self harm, suicide I’ve only felt suicidal once, and it was one of my lowest nights.. ever. This was [...]

1 Year.

(trigger warning: self-harm) It’s been wayyyyy too long since I’ve sat down and typed out what I’m feelin’, so I decided it was time. Today I’m feeling grateful, happy, excited, and nervous all at once. The reason this post has taken me so long to write is because it’s a lot for me to digest [...]


I recently was asked what my passion has been & I had to think about it for a minute. Last month I wrote in a post about how I have started looking for God in everything that I do, to recognize God. So as I thought about it, I realized that, indirectly, recognition has been [...]


God was calling me to peace tonight. I have been very anxious recently, about everything from school to just life in general. My mind wouldn't allow peace and serenity to enter, although I wanted it to. God's peace finally washed over me tonight in a way that is almost impossible to explain. It's almost like [...]